Misguided Reality
I am the abyss; deep, dark, mysterious, an unknown quantity that has captivated the hearts and imagination of many, yet sucked them into a web of uncertainty and self hate. The person you see before you is but a mere illusion, set to mold itself into your greatest fears and...
But, But...I didn't.... Silence!
Must I tell you not to speak
You should know by now, it is the end of the week
During the weekend your dark colors will slowly disappear
What's that on your face, dam it wipe that tear
You wouldn't be crying if you would of listened to me
I had to use you to let...
he sits there watching me breath
killing me softly with tender heart beatz
lost in pain as my blood leakz
i listen
but dare not speak
nevermore
nevermore
will my life ever be what it seems
lost in love and regret
chasing the wind
like i'm chasing my dreamz
but what if i were to put it on hold...
devoting my life to a dream
but yet never dreamed of my life to live
lost in regret
for i have not yet learned how to forgive
love longs for depths of my soul
for i am in love
yet i have not become whole
still i am missing
an important peice,
that i'll never be able to grasp
i'm missing a piece...
Most Fear The Shadowz For Reasons Unknown
Blood Punping As You Pass A Dark Ally Alone
Not Knowing If Another Mortal May Take Your Life
Slash Ya Throat & Snatch Wallet Then Dash The Knife
Or What If Theirs Something Worse Then A Burgler
Because If A Man Dont Do It Is Still Considered Murder?
A...
ONY 4 AMOMENT OF PLEASURE
IT WAS A GAINST ALL MY THOUGHTS
IT WAS AGAINST MY RELIGION
IT WAS AGAINST MY PARENTS
BUT I DIDNT THINK ABOUT IT THAT WAY
UNTIL IT HAPPENED
AND ALL JUST 4 A MOMENT OF PLEASURE
I GAVE MYSELF AWAY TO YOU
I SHOWED YOU HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU
AND NOW I REALIZE IT WAS A...
time passes by, we don't talk, you stay on my mind
as if you're sitting close like folk
sometimes i have trouble with my pride, it detours me from letting what i feel be recognized
alone i stroll accomplishing what i can while letting the rest go
can't take on to great a load to where i give it...
No one ever treated her with respect,
So no one would ever suspect,
What she was capable of,
Or why she never fell in love.
She seemed like a normal girl, like you and me,
But no one could handle what she had to see,
She goes to what looks like a normal home,
But when she gets there, she?s not...
You are my hope when
Nothing makes me keep my head up.
You are my inspiration to
Keep on smiling everyday.
You are my happiness
When all else fails.
You are my nights when I feel safe,
As I lay my head down to sleep.
You are my dreams combined
When I believe in nothing else,
Because you are my...
Locked up in my room,
Don?t want everyone to see the tears stream down.
Tears of shame
Fall down like a perfect water fall.
Locked up in my room
When I leave each day,
I pretend it didn?t happen
And begin to put a smile on my face.
Some people look right though my fake smile
Question me and...
Hello there sweet one,
It is I, your demented mind,
In whom you confide and share your secrets with.
A calm voice
I whisper calmly, do I not? (Yes.)
Then why do they say it's irrational?
Crazily haunted?
Inner demons taking control?
Not a damn one has a hold on you.
But yet you buy into it...
Slowly... drifting away from my shadow,
The vision of my image fades away.
Telling me this could not be true,
For I lost him yesterday.
Should I take notice of this fiasco
Or should I accept destiny and let it be?
Have I really forgotten who I am,
Or was it you that changed me?
Things never...
cold and ashamed while you lay
alone and depressed with your crippled wings
only the dream keeping you alive each day
watching all the other perfect, beautiful creatures go on living their meaningless lives
praying you could be just like them
while holding your broken wings,you always manage to...
you hurt me iin da past..
got biitches fiightiin me ova you...
ii saiid good-bye once..
thiinkiin ii would move on fast..
but look at me now,
ii gave you anoda chance
and iit seem liike iit would last.
you wiill neva change..
you stiill playiin yo liil games.
sayiin you love me..
dat iim da...
TIP THIS GLASS
TILL I DROP ON MY ASS
AND INHALE THIS SMOKE
TILL I DROP AND CHOKE
THATS BEEN THE LIFE EVER SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE
AND DONT FEEL SPECIAL CUZ IM STILL MOVIN ON
I DONT NEED YOU I CAN MAKE IT ON MY OWN
EVERY TIME IVE ACOMPLISHED SOMETHING IVE DONE IT ALONE
YOU SEE I DONT NEED...