HOW COME WEN I HATE U AND U TALK TO ME I FALL IN LOVE WIT U AGAIN? HOW COME U SED U LOVED ME AND U WENT TO GO TELL A GIRL AT DA SAME TIME U WUZ TALKIN TO ME DAT U LOVED HER? HOW COME WEN U SIGN IN MY STOMACH GETZ BUTTERFLIEZ? OR WEN U SAY WUT UP TO ME I FEEL LIK MELTING? HOW COME U CAN HURT...

You're shutting me out, I'm not shutting out you, You won't tell me how you feel, Or what you're going through. I'm not gonna let you in, Like you won't let me, It works both ways, It's the way it's gotta be. You tell me you'd help, And you're always there, But when I tell you I am too, You...

Nothing seems to make me worthwhile and nothing can replace the tears ive already shed no more tears will fall even though my tired mind wills them to fall wanting to leave this place, so murky of soundless waves that pound onto the earth, as i lay here all alone, i am pondering on the length...

Deep and twisted from inside feelings hurting, will i die? aches and pains in my brain tears come pouring like the rain. Running fast like a train it's too late to re-explain. legs get heavy, can't go on, slowly drowning, not so strong. gasping breaths, tears drop by why do we have to say...

I'm not happy,:( but I fake it. I act like nothings wrong, but inside my world has fallen apart. I wanna break down and cry,:( but I stay strong. I can't stand the pain, but I act like every things alright. I wanna tell someone wants wrong, but no one will listen to me. No one understands me...

As I thinking of you fondly, every minute is a long day, every day is an endless, an endless year and I am still without you Grieving far, faraway from you, glittering dreams pouring out, through my tried eyes tuning into lonely shadow-voices and I am longing to...