Anger II
Can?t stop my mouth I?m talking back to my mother
Cause I?ve adopted this anger from my father
My guilty conscience is killing me
I?ve got to pay revenue and the bill God is mailing me
I?m two inches away from the gate
Hell?s gate that is, at least at this rate
Walking beside Constantine
Cause I?m a lust fiend
My dream, my pockets will be filled green
My mind state afraid of these white walls, so I hide my feelings behind lies
Momma stays quiet but I see the misery in her eyes
Now it?s up to me to maintain
Because my heart refuses to trust God, to take me up out the rain
For my thoughts would stick me in the psycho ward
My mind raging with a 300 horsepower like the Expedition by Ford
In the womb of the beast
The pain expanding like cooking yeast
Soon in a few years my life story will be branded on my skin including tears
Sin misleads and it also steers
Checking my life
Just trying to find a warm hearted, caring wife
But also one who understands my internal conflict
Dam that?s gonna be a hard one, she gotta be handpicked
But still I stay wishing
Prayers to God I keep on dishing
Hoping he?ll hear
Cause I repeat time after time my soul is full of fear
Waiting to be born again so, that hurt can disappear
Can?t stop my mouth I?m talking back to my mother
Cause I?ve adopted this anger from my father
My guilty conscience is killing me
I?ve got to pay revenue and the bill God is mailing me
I?m two inches away from the gate
Hell?s gate that is, at least at this rate
Walking beside Constantine
Cause I?m a lust fiend
My dream, my pockets will be filled green
My mind state afraid of these white walls, so I hide my feelings behind lies
Momma stays quiet but I see the misery in her eyes
Now it?s up to me to maintain
Because my heart refuses to trust God, to take me up out the rain
For my thoughts would stick me in the psycho ward
My mind raging with a 300 horsepower like the Expedition by Ford
In the womb of the beast
The pain expanding like cooking yeast
Soon in a few years my life story will be branded on my skin including tears
Sin misleads and it also steers
Checking my life
Just trying to find a warm hearted, caring wife
But also one who understands my internal conflict
Dam that?s gonna be a hard one, she gotta be handpicked
But still I stay wishing
Prayers to God I keep on dishing
Hoping he?ll hear
Cause I repeat time after time my soul is full of fear
Waiting to be born again so, that hurt can disappear