d3zMaDrOzA_4eVa
New member
ii'm c0nFuSeD........
gosh i fell as if im trapped
in this body of mine
my body is present you can see me
but my soul is lost '
i have lost many great people in my lifetime
took me a long time to realize it
but ive finally discovered
what it means to be in misery
i feel like im always late
as if i come up short all the time
as if my best friend aint GOD
but more along the lines of the devil
i ask jesus everyday to forgive me for my sins
but i feel that i haven't been forgivin
or truely clensed
i wonder all the time why he let me live that nite
and she dint make it
why me?
i was the one who dint want to be anybody
she had plans bigger than anybodys
yet all it took was a few bullets and then she was gone
gone in an instant
in the blink of an eye
it suxs
i've gotten retaleation
yet it doesnt settle my nerves
just makes me angry at the thought of how they planned it out
so carefully down to the last detail to kill me
yet they shot at the wrong person
hell yea im still wakin
still livin and breathin
to this day
you tried to get me
yet you failed in killin me but
now im just faded
gone beyond fixation
im so broken
the world around
is craking down
the walls around me
are just getting bigger and taller
and im lost in my thoughts
caught between the bad and the good
caught between the one who makes me laugh
and the one who makes me cry
i think about it sometimes how different life
would've been had i not made some of those descions
that costed some peoples life
that costed me my innocents....
gosh i fell as if im trapped
in this body of mine
my body is present you can see me
but my soul is lost '
i have lost many great people in my lifetime
took me a long time to realize it
but ive finally discovered
what it means to be in misery
i feel like im always late
as if i come up short all the time
as if my best friend aint GOD
but more along the lines of the devil
i ask jesus everyday to forgive me for my sins
but i feel that i haven't been forgivin
or truely clensed
i wonder all the time why he let me live that nite
and she dint make it
why me?
i was the one who dint want to be anybody
she had plans bigger than anybodys
yet all it took was a few bullets and then she was gone
gone in an instant
in the blink of an eye
it suxs
i've gotten retaleation
yet it doesnt settle my nerves
just makes me angry at the thought of how they planned it out
so carefully down to the last detail to kill me
yet they shot at the wrong person
hell yea im still wakin
still livin and breathin
to this day
you tried to get me
yet you failed in killin me but
now im just faded
gone beyond fixation
im so broken
the world around
is craking down
the walls around me
are just getting bigger and taller
and im lost in my thoughts
caught between the bad and the good
caught between the one who makes me laugh
and the one who makes me cry
i think about it sometimes how different life
would've been had i not made some of those descions
that costed some peoples life
that costed me my innocents....
