please tell me why lord am still here please send me my death so i can disapear. why is my life like this why do i have family that doesn't give a dam about me why the only brother i look up to don't show me he cares about me just cuz he a sureno dosn't mean he aint part of my family.lord come for me don't worry no one will miss me lord take me away am tired of living this missory i don;t feel the love that am soposed to feel from a family.