i finally told someone about my problems they said you know mija there is a way to get rid of your problems you smoke it sniff it or inject it i wanted to try it but im scared there has to be another way to get rid of my problems rite im a good girl i dont do stuff like that but if thats the only way should i becuase everyone else does it my family does it to so if i dont do it i will feel wierd but im scared sometimes i just feel why did god even make me was i a mistake or was i put here just to be hurt torchered neglected abused are was i here just to be the one with all sorts of bs in her life i dont know what to do im crying but nobody sees me or hears me