I made myself bleed

[BabyEyEz_813]

I press the blade
up against my skin ; shaking and cold
I feel the pain go up my body
and to the blade I can no longer hold

It falls to the ground
with a violent crash ; blood covering the tip
and in this moment
I get sick

I start throwing up
and I lose conciousness
and this is when I notice
life is but a test

A test I have failed
and will never complete
becouse times got rough
and I made myself bleed

 

[3sa_Angel]

damn girl hey si teines somethin you need to talk bout you can talk to me and i likes da poem to much for my taste cuz well i wouldnt want to hurt my self no way no how............know what i mean..........should we be worried.......

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

Nah but you know sometimes I have bad thoughts in my head ... but instead of doing stupid shit I just write about it

 

[3sa_Angel]

yeah i know what you mean eso es lo que yo hice tambein pero if ya wanna talk bout it sometime though just haller...........aight...........

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

aiight I will...thanx

 

[3sa_Angel]

simon anytime well im out cuz i gots to go make food........... bueno pues late........... and keep in mind what i said in both threads of yours ok..............

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

aiight I got you...don't burn your self cooking ok... nah I'm just playing but 4-real those stoves can be dangerous

 

[3sa_Angel]

lol.......na i didnt get burned im dont and outta der thank god cuz i dont likes cookin i had to learn when i was 13 cuz my mom told me i needed to now i know how to cook but i dont like to i guess the good thing is dat i wont die from starvatoin lol.......

 

[Verónica]

Damn..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

 

[3sa_Angel]

damn what????

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

Yeah I know how to cook but I prefer not to...I'd rather just stick something in the microwave & call it dinner...lol...but then my man says I'm Lazy..lol

 

[3sa_Angel]

actually to me dat is lazy too..........

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

Yeah I know it is...but I do cook alot...its only when I'm snacking that I use da microwave

 

[3sa_Angel]

yeah simon i get what you mean...........

 

[BabyEyEz_813]

yep yep