it all stared in 12/08/08 but couple of weeks i had broke up with my x now i met her best friend she lookd for me she said she knew bout me n my x, she said that she was her best friend i was kinda hurt i jst wantd to 4get bout her we stard talking a couple of weeks everyday i use to flirt with her alot i knew she loved it n it workd for me by the time i had other girl idk if it was love or it was jst an emosion she had her bf but they were mad at eachother cuz of me i wantd her to leave his ass but later i found out that she loved him thats when i ask the one girl to b my girlfriend she said she liked me but we coulnt b together i askd her why? n she said she had her bf i said i nevr c u with him tell me the truth she said he was somewhere far from her so we stard talking n i knew she liked me so i incisted cuz she said she wasnt happy with him y como le dije "amor de lejos es amor de pendejos" finally she "broke up" with him so we stard going out n actually i didint felt no love idk wat i was i just liked her n time passd by one day i told her to keep it true n real never lie n without bullshit she said she loved me that it was the first time she fel in real love n i belived her idk why! then we were all happy at leats i was cuz it look like it was all good then couple of months later i found out things bout her that she likd a friend of mine i told her if it was true n she said she liked him a long time ago but not anymore n that 4me she will get away from him n sent him to hell and she did she got away so i stard to think bout her evryday i coulnt wake up without at leatx txt her n tell her i loved her n that i woke up thinking bout her for a while this kept going n my feeligs stared to get weak idk if it was love the only thign i knew is that i could b far from her or i couldnt even c her with other foo next thing you knw i found out more shit she was calling her x "bby" n i told her again she said it wasnt her that her sister used her phone n she sent it to him i got mad but i didint really cared cuz he was far next thing i do is i stard to think bout the girl i had b4 cuz she was after me i deny her ass many times anytime anywhere just cuz wat i felt about "my girl" finally she got tired of looking for me n i had a few girls after me my girl didint knew bout that but i never did anything that would make it seem like i wantd them i used to talk to em over ms thts all! i didint knew she had many guys after her either till one time i found out all this crap agian bout many guys once again she said she will sent em to hell for me if it was a problem for us i said ok! i stard to b jelous cux i didint trust her nomore i never told her that i alwyas kept it inside i became jelous n she did too i found out stuff bout her that i saw with my eyes she deny it everytime she would make up a story i was confused bout wat love was or wat i was doing i question myself do i really love her? is this love? does she love me? why is this shit getting like thigs why r things chaging? she also found stuff bout me she didint saw it she didint knew of it was true or not people n rumors always around n wat she knew it was more fake than real parts were true but not the whole thing so i was so happy with her eveyrhere we go people always talkd bout us n how good we lookd together so i felt good with her we said to eachother we will never cheat on eachother that we will always b together no matter wat! now we have one year together i found out lil shit boiut her but not enough to realize she wasnt worth it! i ask her to b my girl n she said she watd to but she was afraid cux she was a virgin but thats not a problem i said ill take care of you i promise n i actually ment it i felt it cuz i tought she loved me so i decided to keep it real i fuck off alll those girls bahind me just for her she was the only one so next thing u know we are alone we do it together i did it till she said stop i didnt belive she was a virgen finally when i fuckd her i got hella happy cuz she didint lie to me i was happy as hell i felt loved i wantd to b with her 4ever but that didint stop there i didnt got satisfied but she was hurt i tell her lets do it again the day after tomorrow n she said ok so next day we talk during day like a normal day! i calld her at night n she doest answer her phone i txtd her n she doest write back i got mad n worried at the same time so she answers till two days later she make upo excuses n shit i tell her its ok i got real sad but i had a smile on my face next thing u knw we alone again but she doest wanna fuck we make out we get dirty but she doest let me fuck her but how we were i dont understad why she got like that 4 so i get suspicios maybe she went with other foo n he fuckd her n she doesnt wanna aight we went home couple of days later she comes n tells me she wants to so we do it again but i dnt c no blood anymore im like ?????????????????????? i always had in my mind that at leats she should bleed a lil more the 2nd time but she doesnt so i get thinking she was with other foo n i couldnt stop thinking bout that she said i was the only one n she but after that here comes the truth she always lied i check her phone shes talking to other foo bad bout me i get mad take her ass back home n i leave with other girls n i cheat one her couple of times i was so fuckn hurt n i coulnt belive it! later i saw she watd to gowith this othe foo that she liked a at shcool she aleays hangd out with him he hugd her n eveyrhtinh she even told me she eas crying n shit she said she loved me that he was just a friend that she didint loved him i didnt bellive her cux i realiz she was a fuckn lier i knew it till now we always fight now i dnt belive her everything ended she thinks she gonna have her stupid ass cheaten on me evrytime she wants evrything went down
n idk wat to do anymore
n idk wat to do anymore
