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JuSt BeGgInInG

mz.babygirl

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September 23 1993 i took my first breath,
a year after my parents signed till death.

I was the 1st nieta and niece,
I remember they called me "pelotita" just for tease.
No me acuerdo nada bout em' days,
cuz we moved very far away cuando tenia 6.
Tennessee was the name it had,
at first i had no friendz , estava very sad.
Pero a few semanas passed n i started talkin con las besinas,
una se llamava Gabbie y la otra maggie y lo bueno que eran ninas.
A couple of years passed and they moved not so far away,
but it wasnt da same cuz my mom had to drive me ova in da car.
When i was round 8 or 9 my mom was expecting a baby,
but cuando nacio estava sick, so mom to the hospital she went daily.
Desde ese dia mi life completito cambio,
didnt know si era para malo o para mejor.
Months passed y mi sis no mejoraba,
mom used to say in heaven better estava.
The doctors said that her liver wasnt right,
that it was gonna be hard n that was had to stay tight.
Time passed, mi mom n sis went to Cincinnati,
pero yo y dad stayed back in Tennessee.
We didnt go cuz dad had sus negocios,
and @ da time nadien con quien dejarlos,no queria dejarlos solos.
A lil more than half a year y los rento,
y me digo ahora si con tu mom y sis we'll go.
Up till tehn i was a good lil girl,nada de desmadre,
pero thingz changed y ya me converti en puro desastre.
Year of 02' y mi hermana had her transplante,
mom was so happy digo " dios es lo mas grande"
She was so small, she was only one,
but she didnt know that her life in da hospital had just begun.
November 3, 2003 i remember exactly da date,
i donated her my bone-marrow which everything turned out great.
These years that passed was when i needed mom da most,
it seemed as if we were each in a different coast.
I guezz thats why i dont tell her nada everythin stayz in my heart,
cuz if i were to tell her todo, i dont know where i would start.
For a lil while we lived in h-town Ohio,
but my popz didnt like it, so one day he said vamonos 2morow.
We moved back to Tennessee that i missed very bad
but h-town had a place in my heart which made me very sad.
Life started gettin better, todo mice n meat,
dad was bringin home 2 to 3 g's every week.
By the time i knew it i was in da 7th grade,
it was all so good 90 and 100's was what i made.
I thought life couldnt get better n it did,
i saw a hella fine guy while drivin but i got shy n hid.
I stared drivin by a couple of times,
theni stoped n asked his name, he told me in a flip of a dime.
Sumhow he got my number,
mi prima told me she gave it 2 sum1 so i knew it was her.
I asked her a quien she replied "alguien",
today i thank her cuz if not i dont know what would of been.
Amonth passed since i saw him, we just talked on da phone,
one day he told me he was in toen as i was drivin home.
Damn i member dat night muy bien,
1st time i was in his arms which was nothin bad,no sin.
We coulnt se each other much, so i sneaked out 1 night,
we did it dat night, n it felt so right.
dat semana he asked me to be his ladii
i was just wishin for da day i could call him baby.
We've been trough many thingz since dat day,
i justpray that by my side he will alwayz stay.
Just recently we moved to Mexico,
nomas cuz mi dad said "aki i dont want u to grow".
But he didnt know that this broke his hijas heart,
I never thought that from my boo i would have to part.
Even though we're miles apart,
our love is foreva esto es el principio del el start.
I know im young n i could of fucked-up my life
but if a baby were to be born i would just strive.
Just knowin that he or she would have a mom n dad,
makes me so grateful n glad.
Mi baby, mi boo, mi chuntarito, mi angelito,
Angelito y babygirl 4eva i know cuz i wont let this go.
Right now i dont know what life is gonna bring,
but i know 1 thin, i wanna be ur queen n u my king.
Im only 14 n ive gon through what many wont,
ive told u basically todo de mi,
i wrote my life sumthin outa da norm i dont.
I didnt put alot of my feeling,
cuz sum where of me killin.
I hope yal like this
shout out to my homies in TN
n to my babe a humengus kizz
 
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