.'.Losing My Mind.'.

[x3mari]

{i wrote this myself!}


Losing My Mind
I wake up in the morning, feeling like hell.
Can?t stop thinking of the bad things I wanna do to myself.
I wanna end this life full of sadness and pain.
I?m losing my mind, I think I?m going insane!
But instead, I drag myself all the way to school,
Acting like I?m okay, trying to be cool.
I hear whispers from people that think I?m so weird.
So I give them bad looks and hope they feel fear.
The teachers tell me to hide my tattoos.
But I don?t listen, I just talk back to these fools.
I dress like a gangster, to hide all my weakness.
To cover this up, I try to use meanness.
I don?t do homework, I don?t do my best.
I know I am different, I?m not like the rest.
By the end of the day, I can barely stand up.
I?m sick of this shit, I?ve had more than enough.
So I run and run, to finally make it home.
I?m so glad to be able to have some time alone.
I lock my bedroom door to cry and hide.
Thoughts of suicide pass through my mind.
I dry my eyes, and look for my treasure chest.
And inside it, I find my good old friend.
I keep it locked up, it?s never been used.
But now it?s time to load it and pull the trigger, this is what I gotta do.

 

[*Super Mayra*]

wow................

 

[atlanta_latina]

HeY tHaTs SoMe DeEp StUfF BuT dOnT gO dOiN sOmE sTuFf lIke DaT jUsT kiDdIn i KnOw u sMrT & wOuLdNt Do SoMeThIn LiKe dAT

 

[Mr Unique]

dam homita thats fuking deep....keep writing...and keep ur head up...we go through hard times thats a given...but the sunshine comes after the rain me entiendes...what wont kill u will only make u strongerr...orale pues ay te wacho take care keep ur head up and God bless u 1 love

 

[chicano]

Wow, really really good job with the poem. Props to you.

 

[MrCort3s]

This Thread Deserved More Attention. Seriously Wow.

 

[La peke]

I really liked ur poem, it was deep, keep up the good work!

 

[Shorty]

W0w..damn S0me Shyt...per0 I Liked It Keep P0sting