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?ONLY WANTED TO LIVE?
ONE DAY: YOUNG GIRL LOOKING UP INFORMATION INFRONT OF THE
COMPUTER FOUND A RESEARCH ABOUT CERVICAL CANCER ITS DIAGNOSIS, TREATMENTS, CAUSES & SIDE EFFECTS ALL PRETTY SIMILAR TO WHAT SHE IN SECRET BEEN GOING THREW.
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GIRL: Mom I need to go to the clinic.
MOM: Why? You feel ill?
GIRL: No, Im fine just a routine check-up.
MOM: Then you could go tomorrow alone.
GIRL: Your right I could go alone, sorry for taking your time away!
MOM: Go to sleep nothings wrong with you.
GIRL: Mom I wish we could have had a better relationship before. I love you even though I did wrong in my life.
MOM: Stop saying things like that & go up to sleep.
NEXT WEEK:
Ring, ring, ring, ring???..
DAD: Were the fuck are you, why don?t you come home with my vehicle its too late & your just in the streets like a whore.
GIRL: Dad im going now, I just had to think & be alone for a little bit.
DAD: Bullshit don?t use that as an excuse, your just an irresponsible daugther.
GIRL: Can I tell you why I didn?t go straight home.
DAD: I don?t want to hear you.
GIRL: Yes I know that anything that comes from me you don?t care about, but I have cancer.
DAD: No, Don?t lie to get my pity your simply exaggerating & besides a lot of people have cancer.
GIRL: (Hung up the phone went to look for drugs to forget her illness & feel strong again.)
FEW WEEKS LATER:
GIRL: Im tired of crying & going to hospital every 3 days I cant take this I lost everything. Life, daugther, strength, soul its all gone.
FRIEND: Your strong you could fight it!
GIRL: No I also have anemia & low blood pressure on top of it.
FRIEND: What about your daughter?
GIRL: My parents took over since I started getting sick, thinking im not capable of taking care of her because I use drugs. I don?t even have her anymore.
FRIEND: But Im still here.
GIRL: Its cool but Im just a problem in your life & everyone else.
FRIEND: I love you more than a friend.
GIRL: I don?t even have a heart anymore.
FRIEND: Ill make it pump again.
GIRL: I only love getting smoked out all the time.
FEW MONTHS LATER:
GIRL: I miss you baby so much.
DAUGHTER: Mommy I miss you , come back.
GIRL: I will soon, Ill be watching you daily.
DAUGHTER: Like before mommy?
GIRL: Something like before but watching over you I promise.
DAUGHTER: You hurt me mommy when you left me alone.
GIRL: Im sorry( Have no choice soon will leave you forever, at least you?ll be used to it.)
DAUGHTER: Mommy come back.
GIRL: I have to go I love you>
DAUGHTER: Bye (Tear fell of her cheek)
GIRL: (Dropped to the floor crying tears non stop smoking bowl after bowl to drain her pain in them.
1 YEAR LATER (Found she only had 5 years to live)
EVERYONE: Why are you such a bitch?
GIRL: Because I can.
EVERYONE: God will change you.
GIRL: Im not wanting to know about him.
EVERYONE: Why can you change?
GIRL: I don?t want to, I don?t give a fuck.
EVERYONE: Stop using drugs.
GIRL: No I love this life.
[violent]
REALITY GIRL?S THOUGHTS WERE:
(I only have a few time left to live, the truth is I purposely caused all loved ones to have a sort of conflict with me to avoid having any close memories left behind that would hurt them, it will act like its just my mean unhuman way of nature simply to put a front in my life. Pretend my life is perfect & I don?t need anyone with me, so I pushed everyone away by faking them no love nor feelings towards anyone, but in reality its all a plan to have them miss & hurt less for the day of my death they would have already been used to my absence & could die in piece.
