So....

[E_Locc]

So....

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maybe I was wrong...said goodbye to quiccly
don't take shit from any female still i listen to my dreams
you were there...you had a chance to speak
and i heard the words you were saying

"E, what the fucc? I know you want us to be done,
but you haven't even give me a chance
'we' haven't even begun, I also know you hate the world
wished things would be different, you have to trust someone"


i gave it a little thought...i realized i am jealous
that i didn't want you cause i didn't wanna have to pucc up my gun
what was once fun has become part of my past that i no longer want
bitches and blunts, homies and street love
all that i chose ta step away from
didn't even want a woman in my life
still it's like god spoke to me when i saw you that night
you never know until you try...
i pondered for a moment should i give you a shot...will you even respond
or will my heart like always just lead me on....

i need you to understand
so tired of women that lie
so tired of women that cheat
so tired of having to hide what i feel
so tired of slapping myself in the head having to admit defeat

what i want is someone to just accept me for me
it's like i'm betrayed anytime i give some one the chance of being trust worthy
it can't happen again...i know i don't deserve good....but still i too can dream...