See I feel the coldness creeping all through my body, I shiver cause I'm all alone
Nothing but crazyness and misery resides up in my dome
Spirit falters so much I can barely even pick up my pen anymore
Inside my body both sin and rightgessnous bracing each other for war
Shit, I cry causethere's no one to hug me and hold me through these painful days
Nobody to tell me everything gon' be okay
Bu there's a reason I must stay abstension
With no kind of warm or affectionate intension
No passion or loving
I feel like running in these streets steady thugging
But I must maintain both ways
Shit paying dues are hard means to face my days
I to wonder if people really love me
Or if its just deceitfully wrapped when they come up and hug me
I need someone there through my worst
But my quest for warmth is just a lustful thirst
Still I feen for someone that I can call and spill my heart to with all trust
With no fear because in a relationship that's a must
I feel a rock in my throath when I want to speak
No one knows my what I feel so with my own loneliness I tweak
My bestfriend right now is the pen and the pad
Because only they know exaclty what I feel when I'm blue and sad
Angered and mad
I beg for somebody but then again when someone gets near
I act severe
I shove them off, I dont much know why
My painful stress I'm trying to imply
I just want this nerve wrecking queasiness to leave
the butterflies in my stomach to cease
But some things in life are necessary
To keep us from becoming something worse and keep sin stationary
But wounds like these only time can fix
So I'll let the minutes fly and take these bitter licks
Still I stay putting a smile on like a mask
The lonesomeness builds up inside like Chemical X in a flask
I'm striking flicks of my wrist
And with a sudden twist
Here goes my biography
Putting out my life like a map in geography
Nothing but crazyness and misery resides up in my dome
Spirit falters so much I can barely even pick up my pen anymore
Inside my body both sin and rightgessnous bracing each other for war
Shit, I cry causethere's no one to hug me and hold me through these painful days
Nobody to tell me everything gon' be okay
Bu there's a reason I must stay abstension
With no kind of warm or affectionate intension
No passion or loving
I feel like running in these streets steady thugging
But I must maintain both ways
Shit paying dues are hard means to face my days
I to wonder if people really love me
Or if its just deceitfully wrapped when they come up and hug me
I need someone there through my worst
But my quest for warmth is just a lustful thirst
Still I feen for someone that I can call and spill my heart to with all trust
With no fear because in a relationship that's a must
I feel a rock in my throath when I want to speak
No one knows my what I feel so with my own loneliness I tweak
My bestfriend right now is the pen and the pad
Because only they know exaclty what I feel when I'm blue and sad
Angered and mad
I beg for somebody but then again when someone gets near
I act severe
I shove them off, I dont much know why
My painful stress I'm trying to imply
I just want this nerve wrecking queasiness to leave
the butterflies in my stomach to cease
But some things in life are necessary
To keep us from becoming something worse and keep sin stationary
But wounds like these only time can fix
So I'll let the minutes fly and take these bitter licks
Still I stay putting a smile on like a mask
The lonesomeness builds up inside like Chemical X in a flask
I'm striking flicks of my wrist
And with a sudden twist
Here goes my biography
Putting out my life like a map in geography
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