Im slowly dying internally bleeding
Really wishing that my gravestone I was reading
The pain picking at me, degrading my emotions
Blood tears running down my face in a continuous motion
Turning to forever branded tattoo tears
Screaming out silently to the skies with a hungry yell as I get lynched in the back with a million spears
I shout cause I’m starving
Starving not for food
But for happiness, joy, and ecstasy
I’m lusting so much to be someone
Trying so hard to sustain
But life has got clutching a corroded blade with white knuckles
I’m going insane
Pounding my head on the wall until blood gushes like a water spring
Got one eye popping out, the white bone showing in my cheeks
Then I start to evolve
King Kong up in this bitch, hoe ass niggas its on
Fuck the world for all its worth
Cause those are my dying words
My last relief
As I leave
This beautiful Earth
They say it’s a blessing to live
But sometimes I act selfish and I really can’t find the joy in living
Like Indiana Jones in the Last Crusade
There’s an invisible path and they say true faith leads to the peaceful shade
But my faith falters
My vision gets ugly, and I’m feeling like the statue of the man at the top of the altar
Nailed down to agony
Can’t find no escape,
I know I must get up the next day
But for what? I perceive no pleasure in breathing
All that I witness is warm bleeding
Plasma rushing out my pores
And quickly I’m wishing that I would become a corpse
In the dirt below
Rot and get eaten by worms
Really wishing that my gravestone I was reading
The pain picking at me, degrading my emotions
Blood tears running down my face in a continuous motion
Turning to forever branded tattoo tears
Screaming out silently to the skies with a hungry yell as I get lynched in the back with a million spears
I shout cause I’m starving
Starving not for food
But for happiness, joy, and ecstasy
I’m lusting so much to be someone
Trying so hard to sustain
But life has got clutching a corroded blade with white knuckles
I’m going insane
Pounding my head on the wall until blood gushes like a water spring
Got one eye popping out, the white bone showing in my cheeks
Then I start to evolve
King Kong up in this bitch, hoe ass niggas its on
Fuck the world for all its worth
Cause those are my dying words
My last relief
As I leave
This beautiful Earth
They say it’s a blessing to live
But sometimes I act selfish and I really can’t find the joy in living
Like Indiana Jones in the Last Crusade
There’s an invisible path and they say true faith leads to the peaceful shade
But my faith falters
My vision gets ugly, and I’m feeling like the statue of the man at the top of the altar
Nailed down to agony
Can’t find no escape,
I know I must get up the next day
But for what? I perceive no pleasure in breathing
All that I witness is warm bleeding
Plasma rushing out my pores
And quickly I’m wishing that I would become a corpse
In the dirt below
Rot and get eaten by worms
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