suicidal thoughts...

[-lADii_KillA-]

it lyk suicial callin me
fux ijus want to leave
instead of living im sufferin
it killing me slow&softly
ijus want to end this sufferin of mine
these suicial thoughts controlling my mind
idont care if igo to heaven o hell
im already living in this cell
so many nites icry to god if i can be forgiven
beg to him so i can start my life of living
im already done crying to god with my life
this is my punishment wishing to die
suicial calling my name
and death has already came
got me thinkin if i die will my mother cry?
mother forgive me for my sins&liez
this is my last& only goodbye​

 

[J.Ruiz]

Good piece laDii....sometimes it gets like that...it must take a lot for a person to make that decision.....good job.