I USED TO LIVE AFRAID
NOT WANTING TO LEAVE YOU
DAY TO DAY
I WOKE UP AFRIAD
AFRAID YOU WOULDN'T CALL
AFRIAD YOU RAN AWAY
ARFRAID YOU WOULD DECIDE TO GO OUT GET HIGH
AFRAID TO HEAR THE PHONE RING
AND HEAR IF U WERE WITH ME
HE DIDN'T SHOW TO WORK THIS MORNING
I LIVED IN FEAR
IN FEAR FOR YOU
WOULD SOMEDAY I LOOSE YOU FOR GOOD
SHOULD I GO FIND HIM
OR LEAVE HIM FOR GOOD
MY THOUGHTS RAN CRAZY THROUGH MY HEAD
IT DREW ME INSANE
I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY PAIN
I'D LAY IN BED ALL DAY
WITH OUR CHILD BY MY SIDE
I DIDN'T EVEN DO MY JOB AS A MOTHER
FOR YOU WERE THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND
I FORGOT ABOUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD
U WERE ALL I COULD SEE
BLIND I WAS TO EVERYTHING
BLIND THAT YOU WERE ALWAYS GONNA RUN FREE
BLIND I DROVE ME AND MY BABY TO MISERY
NOW I WANT MY LIFE BACK
SCARED TO LET YOU GO
WHAT DO I DO
WHEN YOUR ALL I KNOW
IT'S BEEN SO LONG
WOULDN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GO ON
LOVE ANOTHER "U CAN'T BE SERIOUS"
ME??
THAT'S NOT HOW IT'S SUPPOST TO BE
NOT WANTING TO LEAVE YOU
DAY TO DAY
I WOKE UP AFRIAD
AFRAID YOU WOULDN'T CALL
AFRIAD YOU RAN AWAY
ARFRAID YOU WOULD DECIDE TO GO OUT GET HIGH
AFRAID TO HEAR THE PHONE RING
AND HEAR IF U WERE WITH ME
HE DIDN'T SHOW TO WORK THIS MORNING
I LIVED IN FEAR
IN FEAR FOR YOU
WOULD SOMEDAY I LOOSE YOU FOR GOOD
SHOULD I GO FIND HIM
OR LEAVE HIM FOR GOOD
MY THOUGHTS RAN CRAZY THROUGH MY HEAD
IT DREW ME INSANE
I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY PAIN
I'D LAY IN BED ALL DAY
WITH OUR CHILD BY MY SIDE
I DIDN'T EVEN DO MY JOB AS A MOTHER
FOR YOU WERE THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND
I FORGOT ABOUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD
U WERE ALL I COULD SEE
BLIND I WAS TO EVERYTHING
BLIND THAT YOU WERE ALWAYS GONNA RUN FREE
BLIND I DROVE ME AND MY BABY TO MISERY
NOW I WANT MY LIFE BACK
SCARED TO LET YOU GO
WHAT DO I DO
WHEN YOUR ALL I KNOW
IT'S BEEN SO LONG
WOULDN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GO ON
LOVE ANOTHER "U CAN'T BE SERIOUS"
ME??
THAT'S NOT HOW IT'S SUPPOST TO BE