esa.lil.one
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Everyday that i wake up i feel the same, always thinking and feeling the same pain.i dont know what has come over me i used to know how to handle things. but i cry and cry because i dont know what to do anymore. i dont want them to see my tears so i sit there with a blank face. they think that im fine but they know i dont want to be in my place. taking the easy way out never comes to mind but i know i can get away just in time. i dont want it to be this way like always because i have someone that they dont know about. all i need is a number that will set me free... and untill that day i will be counting down no longer will my smile be turned upside down. i want to be happy just like everyone else but happiness is just a quick high and i know without it though i cant get by. im always feeling like i cant move on but i know most things will be better when im gone...[hurtu]
