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You No I Thought I New Everything In Life Seeing The Fact That I Suffer Threw The Worst Of Anything And The One Thing I Hate The Most Is Haveing To Do Some Thing Stupid Over A Guy....for Example See Me And This Vato Been Hookd Up For About Three Months Right But Is Turns Out That When I Was Away At Camp He Hooked Up With This Other Mora........so You No I Went Crazy And Me Being A Dumbass You No Shot Myself And Stupid People Had To Keep Me Alive.........and The Worst Thing Is That I Did This To Myself For The Very First Time I Actually Wanted To Be Dead And Just Disapper For A Guy........i Dont No What I Was Thinkin Or Nothing And The Worst Part Is That I Got His Name Tat On Me I Got His Name Ten Times On Me And Me And Him Were Suppose To Get Married Right Or So I Thought......i Was So Whipped Over This Guy And I Spent Five G's On A Ring I Bought Him For Wen Our Marrige Came And It Got My Name On It..........and I Sit Here And I Look At It And I Blame Myself For Not Being A Good Wife, Lover, Friend, Or Anything For This Guy... I Mean What Is It That I Did To Get This I Dont No But I Am Thinking I Am Suffering More For What I Did To Myself And You No I Say Fuk Luv...........cuz It Tru It Dont Do Nothing But Hurt That People You Love And Yourself And I Learned That I Should Just Stay Single For Gud.