Your name is like fire
Your burdens are mine
You kill my desire
And you steal all my time
I cannot have you without all the hate
The hate that has brought me to this time and place
You promise an end to those days that I cry
Yet, you leave me with questions and wondering why
Do you remember the...
Falling into a blackened hole
Loosing all self-control
Wasted tears on dead memories
Short of breath on bloody knees
Watch the sun crumble down
Dying slow without a sound
Into pieces is how I break
Salvation now is much too late
I will not cry again
No more tears to keep drowning in
Far away...
By the window
Staring off into the darkness
Evil voices
Trying to feed on the heartless
Bad intentions
They creep thru me like worms
As my spirit
Begins to wither as it burns
Silent gestures
From shadows unknown to me
Call me nearer
Is this a dream or reality?
My mind is racing
Should I leave...
Reflections in the mirror
Something hiding behind my eyes
I feel a little shiver
Soon as I realize
The blackened air around me
Suffocates my dying lungs
I know I?m standing still
But my legs they seem to run
Why must I shed these tears?
Though I smile for the show
Why must I hide these tears...
Only you
Can chase away my fears
Hopeless thoughts
Seem to disappear
And in your eyes
There is no solitude
Just the sunlight
That brightens up my mood
By your hands
My soul can finally breathe
And just like that
I find myself at ease
Silent teardrops
Wash away the stains
This broken heart
For...
I?m afraid
To close my eyes
Afraid of the falling sensation
I?m afraid
To think of you
Afraid of my imagination
Cuz I get the feeling
Like there?s something in the air
But who can feel feelings
That are never truly there?
Tell me, sweet baby, crying in the dark
You?re looking for the answers...
In my room
Entertaining wicked thoughts
Falling deeper
Into reflections of myself
A child I was
A child I am still
Open wounds never heal
When the cause of pain remains
So tired of being here
Alone, afraid, calm
My mind races
Only to hit a mental wall
The sky crashes down on me
Smothered again...
Escuchame Diosito
Estas palabras vienen del Corazon
Cuando yo estabe muerto
Tu me diste la razon
Me diste vida en esos ojitos
Me diste mas que amor con sus carinitos
Con una risa que calma este fuego
Me hago pedacitos solo con un dedo
No puedo creer que es todo para mi
Y que halgo tan precioso...
J. Ruiz
Burdens on my soul
A wounded animal
Tears that flood my eyes
Laughter in the darkness, lies
Across my thoughts
Every fucking mistake
Crying desperately
Feeling out of place
Every moment spent right here
Another fucking reason to disappear
Figures in my mind
Dancing to my sorrow
Paying...
This piece is dedicated to Berta Ruiz who passed away March 17, 2010 of cancer and is written for Lupe Ruiz, her husband, my uncle.. In her last days she suffered a lot, but she remained strong. She passed away while holding on to my uncle. He felt her give up, or as I like to think, accept...
Shadows creeping in my room
Lonely tear drops begin to bloom
Swallowed into the sinner?s pit
My begs for mercy turn to shit
Catch the moonlight and drift away
Cross the walls where the Angels play
All my burdens in perfect view
I never meant to smother you
Holding on to the hands of time
Every...
........just heard this yesterday (lol)
"Why did the blonde wear condoms on her ears?".....................................
..........Because she didn't want to get hearing aids!..................
Alright. I know that when we are in a relationship with people , whether it be friendships or love, sometimes we see sides of them that raise a lil voice in our heads that say "Whoa"......Sometimes you joke around with that person and say thinkgs like "you're crazy" or "whats wrong with you, you...
I never told you what drove me to this
It all started with the signs that I missed
There was no love where it once flourished
Just dying pedals from a rose malnourished
Scars that tore away at the heart
Never getting a chance to heal just pulling further apart
Go ahead, blame it on me
But you...
back in college, i took a Psychology class where we once brought up the topic of dreams and why we need them...of course so we can filter our minds n shit like that.....Im not one to take dreams liteally or take thier interpretations the same, but i do believe they are important. My point is...
Let me bathe in your sunlight
I wanna steal from your sweet life
I wanna wash away your footprints in my heart
Make me feel like a human
Help me feel like I’m real
I wanna understand the pain that just won’t heal
Every tear that burns my face
And every weep that fills this place
It’s just a...