My father figure beat me
scarring me deeply
hateful rage consumed me not nobody could reach me.
I lived for revenge, i just had to get him back
it hurt to bad for me not to do jack.
Inside the rage became like a caged demon
a young child confused, affraid , screamin'
but my outward composer was that of a soldier
I wont allow myself to cry but would provide a crying shoulder.
From a boy to a man at at the age of 11.
I didn't trust a soul and didn't know where i was headin'.
From a cigarette to a 'black', from a 'black' to a blunt
from a blade to glock to a double barrel pump.
"What dosen't kill you makes you stronger." Damn thatz so true
Pain is what molds us but love brings us through.
Finaly came the day it was time to make him pay
but with this one simple pull will the hurt go away?
A loaded 357' and heart that was angry
God not only stopped me, but since thens began to change me.
If not for the help of the Heavenly forgiver
just thinking of where i'd be delivers a cold shiver.
I've come to realize that humans ain't perfect
ask yourself one question..."Iz revenge realy worth it?"
scarring me deeply
hateful rage consumed me not nobody could reach me.
I lived for revenge, i just had to get him back
it hurt to bad for me not to do jack.
Inside the rage became like a caged demon
a young child confused, affraid , screamin'
but my outward composer was that of a soldier
I wont allow myself to cry but would provide a crying shoulder.
From a boy to a man at at the age of 11.
I didn't trust a soul and didn't know where i was headin'.
From a cigarette to a 'black', from a 'black' to a blunt
from a blade to glock to a double barrel pump.
"What dosen't kill you makes you stronger." Damn thatz so true
Pain is what molds us but love brings us through.
Finaly came the day it was time to make him pay
but with this one simple pull will the hurt go away?
A loaded 357' and heart that was angry
God not only stopped me, but since thens began to change me.
If not for the help of the Heavenly forgiver
just thinking of where i'd be delivers a cold shiver.
I've come to realize that humans ain't perfect
ask yourself one question..."Iz revenge realy worth it?"
