Verse One:
Maybe I need an ANGEL-TO-SAVE-ME, from all the ANGER-THAT-PLAGUES-ME//1
And all the vices and bad advice that SATAN-GAVE-ME//2
Maybe I need a soul with the patients that it TAKES-TO-EMBRACE-ME//3
And not MISTAKE-ME for the demons that'a just WAITIN'-TO-CHASE-ME//4
It seems the evilist things, THEY-INFATUATE-ME//5
And every person I put trust in finds a WAY-TO-DEGRADE-ME//6
Finds a reason to HATE-ME, tries to ERASE-AND-REPLACE-ME//7
But you ain't gettin' rid of me until UNDERTAKERS-ENGRAVE-ME//8
It's the people in my life, all the FIGHTIN'-AND-FUSSIN'//9
The FIGHTS-THAT-WE-TRUST-IN to, the EXCITEMENT-AND-CUSSIN'//10
With the LOVE-AND-THE-HATE, we go in CYCLES-FOR-NOTHIN'//11
Every GRUDGE-AND-MISTAKE, it's LIKE-WE-CAN'T-GET-ENOUGH-AND//12
People JUDGE-AND-THEY-CLAIM, it's like were FIGHTIN'-FOR-NOTHIN'//13
But know NOTHIN'LL-CHANGE, and so the CYCLES-KEEP-COMIN'//14
But I'm SWALLOWIN'-MY-PRIDE until I'M-SICK-TO-MY-STOMACH//15
And my hearts HOLLOWIN'-INSIDE, this isn't LIKE-WHAT-I-WANTED//16
But I'm just sittin' here, wallowin in the PLEASURE-AND-PAIN//17
Lookin' for something better, wonderin' whether BETTER-REMAINS//18
I'm hopin' to add it up, with what I've SEVERED-AND-GAINED//19
But this world can change a man, and so it's NEVER-THE-SAME//20
and the second verse...
VERSE TWO:
Sometimes, I HATE-MYSELF, and I'm SPITTIN'-TO-RID-ME//1
Of all the ANGST-I'VE-FELT, when none of my NIGGAS-WAS-WITH-ME//2
Sometimes, I AIN'T-MYSELF, and I'm a victim of the CRITIC-THAT'S-IN-ME//3
Who just AINT'-NO-HELP, any MINUTE-HE'S-WITH-ME//4
(SUNG)And, I'm prayin', oh, and I'm prayin'!//5
And I'm prayin', hopin' and prayin'(SUNG)//6
But prayin' doesn't help when you're TRAPPED-IN-A-STRUGGLE//7
And it seems you can't fight it off because you're LACKIN'-THE-MUSCLE//8
And you got greedy, evil, people who just ACT-LIKE-THEY-LOVE-YOU//9
Thinkin' if you end of missin', they wouldn't be ASKIN'-MUCH-OF-YOU//10
Back to ya shelter, so it's BACK-IN-THE-BUBBLE//11
Where you ain't missin' little peices and you've CAPTURED-THE-PUZZLE//12
Back to the place where people act as if you DIDN'T-EXIST//13
Where people DIDN'T-GIVE-A-SHIT, or give a reason//14
To grab a RAZOR-BLADE to TAKE-AWAY the HATE-AND-PAIN by SLITTIN'-YA-WRIST//15
Reminiscin' about the passed while you SIPPIN'-A-FIFTH//16
Rememberin' a time when a friend just WASN'T-A-THREAT//17
But now enemies and friend switch, 'cause NOTHIN'-IS-SET//18
Sometimes it's like I'm sittin' here and I'm just BUSTIN'-A-SWEAT//19
With a loaded pistol in my hand, and playin' RUSSIAN-ROULETTE//20
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Maybe I need an ANGEL-TO-SAVE-ME, from all the ANGER-THAT-PLAGUES-ME//1
And all the vices and bad advice that SATAN-GAVE-ME//2
Maybe I need a soul with the patients that it TAKES-TO-EMBRACE-ME//3
And not MISTAKE-ME for the demons that'a just WAITIN'-TO-CHASE-ME//4
It seems the evilist things, THEY-INFATUATE-ME//5
And every person I put trust in finds a WAY-TO-DEGRADE-ME//6
Finds a reason to HATE-ME, tries to ERASE-AND-REPLACE-ME//7
But you ain't gettin' rid of me until UNDERTAKERS-ENGRAVE-ME//8
It's the people in my life, all the FIGHTIN'-AND-FUSSIN'//9
The FIGHTS-THAT-WE-TRUST-IN to, the EXCITEMENT-AND-CUSSIN'//10
With the LOVE-AND-THE-HATE, we go in CYCLES-FOR-NOTHIN'//11
Every GRUDGE-AND-MISTAKE, it's LIKE-WE-CAN'T-GET-ENOUGH-AND//12
People JUDGE-AND-THEY-CLAIM, it's like were FIGHTIN'-FOR-NOTHIN'//13
But know NOTHIN'LL-CHANGE, and so the CYCLES-KEEP-COMIN'//14
But I'm SWALLOWIN'-MY-PRIDE until I'M-SICK-TO-MY-STOMACH//15
And my hearts HOLLOWIN'-INSIDE, this isn't LIKE-WHAT-I-WANTED//16
But I'm just sittin' here, wallowin in the PLEASURE-AND-PAIN//17
Lookin' for something better, wonderin' whether BETTER-REMAINS//18
I'm hopin' to add it up, with what I've SEVERED-AND-GAINED//19
But this world can change a man, and so it's NEVER-THE-SAME//20
and the second verse...
VERSE TWO:
Sometimes, I HATE-MYSELF, and I'm SPITTIN'-TO-RID-ME//1
Of all the ANGST-I'VE-FELT, when none of my NIGGAS-WAS-WITH-ME//2
Sometimes, I AIN'T-MYSELF, and I'm a victim of the CRITIC-THAT'S-IN-ME//3
Who just AINT'-NO-HELP, any MINUTE-HE'S-WITH-ME//4
(SUNG)And, I'm prayin', oh, and I'm prayin'!//5
And I'm prayin', hopin' and prayin'(SUNG)//6
But prayin' doesn't help when you're TRAPPED-IN-A-STRUGGLE//7
And it seems you can't fight it off because you're LACKIN'-THE-MUSCLE//8
And you got greedy, evil, people who just ACT-LIKE-THEY-LOVE-YOU//9
Thinkin' if you end of missin', they wouldn't be ASKIN'-MUCH-OF-YOU//10
Back to ya shelter, so it's BACK-IN-THE-BUBBLE//11
Where you ain't missin' little peices and you've CAPTURED-THE-PUZZLE//12
Back to the place where people act as if you DIDN'T-EXIST//13
Where people DIDN'T-GIVE-A-SHIT, or give a reason//14
To grab a RAZOR-BLADE to TAKE-AWAY the HATE-AND-PAIN by SLITTIN'-YA-WRIST//15
Reminiscin' about the passed while you SIPPIN'-A-FIFTH//16
Rememberin' a time when a friend just WASN'T-A-THREAT//17
But now enemies and friend switch, 'cause NOTHIN'-IS-SET//18
Sometimes it's like I'm sittin' here and I'm just BUSTIN'-A-SWEAT//19
With a loaded pistol in my hand, and playin' RUSSIAN-ROULETTE//20
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