liil_mamii_01
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IGHT MY BOY THAT I STILL LOVE HAS HURT ME TO MANY TIMES YOU KNO IM TALKIN BOUT EVERTHING MADE ME CRY,CHEATED,HURT, THE WHOLE DEAL AND HE DIDNT CARE OR HE WAS TO MUCH OF A VATO TO SHOW HIS FEELINGS LIKE TO SHOW HE FELT BAD.WELL 1ST TIME WE WENT OUT HE WAS A GANG MEMBER ALREADY AND WE WAS LIL SHORTYS YOU KNO JUS KICKIN IT.....2ND TIME WE GOT BACK TOGETHER IT WAS WAY MORE SERIOUS IGHT LIKE HE WAS THE FIRST VATO I EVER SAID I LOVED YOU TO AND MENT IT K HE WASNT TO MUCH OF A VATO IGHT CAUSE HE REALLY SHOWED THAT HE LOVED ME.WELL I TOLD THIS GUY I WAS 13 BUT REALLY I WAS 12 AND HE WAS 15 WELL I DIDNT WANT TO LIE NO MORE SO I TOLD HIM AND ALL HE SAID WAS HWO CAN A LIL 12 YEAR OLD KNO WAT LOVE IS AND I FELT TO FUCKIN BAD IGHT SO YEA I DONT THINK LIKE THAT I FEEL THERE IS NO AGE FOR LOVE NO AGE AT ALL.OK AND YEA I FELT LIKE THINGS WERE DIFFERENT OK LATER ON I FIND OUT FROM PPL THAT HE CHEATED ON ME 2 TIMES.AND I ASKED HIM IF IT WAS TRUE AND HE SAID YEA LIKE IF IT WAS NOTHING.AND I STILL DONT KNO WHY I DIDNT BRAKE UP WIT HIM IM CONFUSED CAUSE SOME PPL SAY IM SLOW FOR TAKEN HIM BACK A 3RD TIME AND OTHERS JUS SAY WOW YOU MOST HAVE SOME DEEP FEELINGS FOR HIM <<<<I FEEL THAT ONE IS TRUE BUT THATS MY POINT OF VIEW.NOW 3RD TIME WE WENT OUT HE DIDNT WANT NO ONE TO KNO ME STILL IN LOVE SAID FINE AND LATER WE BROKE UP HE SAID "I DONT HAVE THE SANE FEELINGS FOR YOU LIKE I DID BEFORE" AND I SAID "IF YOU FEEL LIKE THAT THEN I DONT WANT YOU TO WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME" AND TO IMAGINE HOW HARD THAT WAS FOR ME TO SAY I STARTED TO CRY I FEEL I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS FOR THIS GUY AND I STILL WANT HIM TDAY.......BUT IM ASKIN EVERYONE WAT THEY THINK ABOUT ALL THIS AND WAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WAS IN MY SHOES????????