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[ElUnico1]

Locked up in my room,
Don?t want everyone to see the tears stream down.

Tears of shame
Fall down like a perfect water fall.

Locked up in my room
When I leave each day,
I pretend it didn?t happen
And begin to put a smile on my face.

Some people look right though my fake smile
Question me and say that they are there.

Locked up in my room
Missing the people that make me laugh
I don?t have to pretend around them.

I let it all out
Afraid to get home
And find out my sad reality is coming
To haunt me again.

Locked up in my room,
Wanting to leave
I can?t take this anymore.

Pushing and pushing me
Into that small corner of self pity.
That feeling I hate comes back.

Locked up in my room
Because I wish I was happy
Wanting a friend
But no one hears me.

Rage and sadness builds up inside me
Want to leave
Never have to worry about coming home.

Locked up in my room
Because I have people seeing me like this
Sad and unwanted
But I stay here
To let all my pains go away
When it all comes back
The very next day.

 

[chica_triste0]

this is a good one. . . .

 

[n3na-n-p3lon]

am here for u! :] its gud i lyk it

 

[sanjose]

??fag

 

[sunsagleaming]

hey man i know what your going thru. it sux when your friends are to high and sick themselves to help you and your family is dysfunctional as fk.

my advice to you having been exactly where you are.

your going to have to have the courage to do it alone for a few years.

finish high school. go to at least a tech school and learn a trade so that you can gain financial independecne AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

don't waste your time getting high everyday and being sad cuz of what YOU CAN NOT CHANGE.

find one person somewhere, someway, somefknghow that believes in you and can be your support.

education and a job that can support yourself IS THE ONLY WAY OUT OF YOUR HELL.

do that and then work on those issues that torrment you.

first things first you have got to find a way to support yourself.

PLEASE BELIEVE ME.

you have any questions...comments...concerns...pm me.

you don't have to become an adult with not direction for many years becuz of the way you were raised....there are other options.