Loner
(Verse I)
Walking down a lonely hall
Waiting for a single phone call
To let me know someone cares
But the silence is everlasting, no one answers my prayers
I get home and it?s the same
Two lusts in my soul, greed and fame
A meaning to my name
Someone else to blame or to frame
Cause my dad?s expectations are filling me with detest
Now in all black I?m dressed
Waiting for the slow end
When my soul shall descend
Into Satan?s lair
Cause I don?t think I?ll ever get to climb the stairs
Filled with undesirable hate
My heart turning into a steel plate
(Chorus)
Walking by myself in the dark cold rain
Hate poisoning, pumping through my veins
I try to bring sunshine to my world, but I only try in vain
I try to maintain
But I?m isolated in this campaign
I'm a fuckin loner...
(Verse II)
Addicted to depression
Cause I get so much attention
My loneliness is an obsession
This song the only way for expression
The words of everlasting rejection
Misery and desolation are my exact reflection
Warfare and hate are my life?s puzzle pieces
Wish I had straight path to follow like my Dickie?s creases
But for now my life is just blurred and unclear
No identified course so I'm swerving when I steer
This boat that represents my lifetime
Out in the middle of nowhere, sorrounded by grime and slime
By nothing but cold waters
And my mind fills with toughts of my opressors slaughters
Seems like I'm filled with nothing but hate and rage
Stuck in my own mind's icy, solitary prison cage
(Chorus)
(Verse III)
In my own desk away from all public
Outcast in this world, I?ve built my own republic
My own nation
Full of fury and frustration
A smile on my face is just a counterfeit personification
And happiness is just my mind?s imagination
Lust fueling my mentality
My world made up of abnormalities
But I prefer to call it originality
But it really don't make a difference cause name or no name
I'm still isoalted cause loneliness is like my flame
Even tough full of coldness it's the butane to my lyrics
My retaliation to these dam critics
Shit I'm all by myself
Walking down countless hallways
With sudden strays
But with no hurry, and above my head a cloud all gray
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