Nigga this is what I'm feeling inside
Cause I cant let this world stop me and my mind
See you don?t realize I really do worry
But right now I'm just trying to take care of my future in a hurry
Cause I've wasted too long shit I still am
Trying to decide if I should just play life like a big scam
Your lil homies talking bout u need someone that?s always there
To love and to care
But there's more than that to a healthy relationship so for now I'd rather stay solitaire
But the cravings and the lust, my need for a special warmth seem to be catching me unaware
Those lil girls don?t know anything a man can't always be on the phone
Even tough he may love you to death he's got more than you to the life he calls his crazy cyclone
Acting with all that drama and of it you're the queen
You jumping all on my case like u loaded with caffeine
I'm just trying to see something better 4 my raza
The very reason I broke up with u is I cared and in reality tu y yo no teniamos chansa
You've failed 2 realize to look past the actions
Only thing you seen was those selfish distractions
I know my own self and I know my own immature lust so I did what I did before I hurt you with a dumb mistake
I had to get up and shake myself wide awake
In all my six senses
So I wouldn?t end up in debt for any egocentric expenses
But then again like I always say aint nobody perfect
So I don?t quite what to say
Aint trying to make you feel bad just trying to make u realize my way
Trying to make you realize you?re not the only one in torturous pain
Just trying to wipe away the rain off my windshield
My psyche to intricate to be revealed
So I guess it would be too hard to comprehend
Just please try to understand my lustful, pained soul gon take a long time to mend
Cause I cant let this world stop me and my mind
See you don?t realize I really do worry
But right now I'm just trying to take care of my future in a hurry
Cause I've wasted too long shit I still am
Trying to decide if I should just play life like a big scam
Your lil homies talking bout u need someone that?s always there
To love and to care
But there's more than that to a healthy relationship so for now I'd rather stay solitaire
But the cravings and the lust, my need for a special warmth seem to be catching me unaware
Those lil girls don?t know anything a man can't always be on the phone
Even tough he may love you to death he's got more than you to the life he calls his crazy cyclone
Acting with all that drama and of it you're the queen
You jumping all on my case like u loaded with caffeine
I'm just trying to see something better 4 my raza
The very reason I broke up with u is I cared and in reality tu y yo no teniamos chansa
You've failed 2 realize to look past the actions
Only thing you seen was those selfish distractions
I know my own self and I know my own immature lust so I did what I did before I hurt you with a dumb mistake
I had to get up and shake myself wide awake
In all my six senses
So I wouldn?t end up in debt for any egocentric expenses
But then again like I always say aint nobody perfect
So I don?t quite what to say
Aint trying to make you feel bad just trying to make u realize my way
Trying to make you realize you?re not the only one in torturous pain
Just trying to wipe away the rain off my windshield
My psyche to intricate to be revealed
So I guess it would be too hard to comprehend
Just please try to understand my lustful, pained soul gon take a long time to mend
