Cookie_MoNSTA
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i fell in love with this guy over a year & a half ago, i never believed in love at first sight but when i met him that was it.i never knew a guy whould have me so sprug over him. he would never lie to me or even hurt me in any way. yeah we had out ups and downs but who doesnt. he meant everything to me, my parents didnt want us together, or even near each other. if i brought up his name my dad would flip out, so the only way to see him was to sneak out n go see him. i wrote a 4 page letter telling him i loved him, now we lost contact i see him every now and then but dont have the guts to go up n say hi. i dont know whether to risk everything n go back with him or keep my family happy n forget him. i mean i make everyone happy but me, with him i changed for the better, i quit gang bangin, quit smokein, drinking now im nothing with out him....someone plz just help me out i feel like im going crzy with out him, n everytime i see him it kills me, what do i do????