Not my best but i had 2 get something off my chest...
I fucking hate the way I am
Getting frustrated over lil stupid this and that
Mad for no fucking reason, each time I do that I place
The relationship at stake
Acting like a lil dumb kid
Pulling all this lil dumb bullshit
And what kills me even more
Is that it seems my emotions is outta control
I know I can get a grip on them if I try
And I do, but it?s fucking hard, tears swell up from the anger of failure, and to tell you I wasn?t trippin would be a lie
But it?s tough
The battlefield is rough
I know that and I?m willing to go to the ends of the world for us
But its not that
It?s because I promised you unconditional love, but instead I give you this crap
That?s why I fucking hate the way I am
The way I act
Thinking I?d be better out of your life
To dwell in my own misery instead of infecting you
But somehow I still maintain, don?t pull even dumber shit
Dam?I?ll face it I?m a lil kid
Stupid be how I act
That?s why I fucking hate who I am
I fucking hate the way I am
Getting frustrated over lil stupid this and that
Mad for no fucking reason, each time I do that I place
The relationship at stake
Acting like a lil dumb kid
Pulling all this lil dumb bullshit
And what kills me even more
Is that it seems my emotions is outta control
I know I can get a grip on them if I try
And I do, but it?s fucking hard, tears swell up from the anger of failure, and to tell you I wasn?t trippin would be a lie
But it?s tough
The battlefield is rough
I know that and I?m willing to go to the ends of the world for us
But its not that
It?s because I promised you unconditional love, but instead I give you this crap
That?s why I fucking hate the way I am
The way I act
Thinking I?d be better out of your life
To dwell in my own misery instead of infecting you
But somehow I still maintain, don?t pull even dumber shit
Dam?I?ll face it I?m a lil kid
Stupid be how I act
That?s why I fucking hate who I am