So they tell me if I go, I won?t be judge
Just like every muthafucka who held a grudge
I had a dream and here?s what I envisioned
I stepped up but niggaz don?t know my mission
I sat down with someone who I thought was my friend
And suddenly they move they ass up to the other end
Like im a disease, a rot upon the flesh
But ima repent sinner and you know I only jest
They come back to me and they offer me condolence
Like they all waitin for me blow the higher steps
Imagine being labeled somethin that they understood??
Psychologist unaware of what?s goin on in the hood!
Incapable of breakin? me when I already split
Paranoia makes a distant laugher, a heavy fuckin hit
You express you views on tortures, my definition
A deep depression became my old school house in prison
Stuck between four walls, a symbol of fear
Aware when problems arrive, my eyes shed tears
Regain conciousness dazed from an unstable mindframe
Rise in aggressiveness?who?s to blame?
With denial and deception, you only make yourself worse
Indecisive actions will create your own hearse
So emphasize your own perception of what you think of me
Don?t comment coz I felt like this since I was three
So when you experience my experiences you can holla back
Until then keep yo mouth shut?leave It at that
i wrote this after i readed beto's drop.....so he kinda inspired me to write this...
Just like every muthafucka who held a grudge
I had a dream and here?s what I envisioned
I stepped up but niggaz don?t know my mission
I sat down with someone who I thought was my friend
And suddenly they move they ass up to the other end
Like im a disease, a rot upon the flesh
But ima repent sinner and you know I only jest
They come back to me and they offer me condolence
Like they all waitin for me blow the higher steps
Imagine being labeled somethin that they understood??
Psychologist unaware of what?s goin on in the hood!
Incapable of breakin? me when I already split
Paranoia makes a distant laugher, a heavy fuckin hit
You express you views on tortures, my definition
A deep depression became my old school house in prison
Stuck between four walls, a symbol of fear
Aware when problems arrive, my eyes shed tears
Regain conciousness dazed from an unstable mindframe
Rise in aggressiveness?who?s to blame?
With denial and deception, you only make yourself worse
Indecisive actions will create your own hearse
So emphasize your own perception of what you think of me
Don?t comment coz I felt like this since I was three
So when you experience my experiences you can holla back
Until then keep yo mouth shut?leave It at that
i wrote this after i readed beto's drop.....so he kinda inspired me to write this...
