Growing up beside a man that calls himself my father
But as the years grow older the less he shall bother
All I seek is some warm affection
I find it in lust but all it leads to is another errection
Inside I feel hollow all alone
My mind telling me aint nothing like trying to bone
But like before all it is, is lust
And in this life it feels like continue with sin I must
To the fuking end
Wondering if I'll ever make it inside the gates of heaven
Violence crawls all over deep inside
I've raised myself so I'm dissecting my own troubled mind
But as the years grow older the less he shall bother
All I seek is some warm affection
I find it in lust but all it leads to is another errection
Inside I feel hollow all alone
My mind telling me aint nothing like trying to bone
But like before all it is, is lust
And in this life it feels like continue with sin I must
To the fuking end
Wondering if I'll ever make it inside the gates of heaven
Violence crawls all over deep inside
I've raised myself so I'm dissecting my own troubled mind