I've said this before, but before i go, oh and please trust i won't be back, I don't intend on living my fucked up life, I mean my mom is sick, i can't see her, she won't talk to me becuz of some reasons, my dad left us, i done the most wickedest sins, i can't live, suicide is not easy, but it's the only way out! I just thought that it would be good to make peace with all you who disliked me, Sordo, Camba, Dom, Ghost, Lavos, Doe, Joe, Hazer, Buttercup, Asesino, everybody especially Joe though, remeber if you don't confess, you'll wind up like me, You never took my faith, i just knew you were in my same shoes, and i wanted you to feel guilty and confess, so you could change, please help Doe do better, he'd be great in the Cong., I'm sorry to both of you, I won't see you anywhere, I won't get a second chance, but just do what's necesary, sorry for interupting your forum, i'm off, and no i'm not gonna stab myself, poison is less painful, bye not BP, but all of you, it must be weird to be talking to someone who is about to suicide, but...