I feel confused dont know which way to turn
The frustration of an unknown path and the weakness to my own anger burns
Cant figuere out a way to handle the situation at hand
The scorching pain has left an everlasting brand
The tears only flowed but they are now held back
By a spirit that strenght it lacks
Trying to find a rail to support myself
But I'm just put away on a dusty shelf
The story of agony and misery only proceeds
Trying to sothe some pain through these prayer beads
But its hard to trust a presence that is blind to my eyes
For I have failed tries after tries
They say true failure is only in no longer trying
But sometimes I cant help but wonder what would happen I were to start dying
This here is the flow of confusions tears
Of pain and anger built up in a single heart over these hard years
The frustration of an unknown path and the weakness to my own anger burns
Cant figuere out a way to handle the situation at hand
The scorching pain has left an everlasting brand
The tears only flowed but they are now held back
By a spirit that strenght it lacks
Trying to find a rail to support myself
But I'm just put away on a dusty shelf
The story of agony and misery only proceeds
Trying to sothe some pain through these prayer beads
But its hard to trust a presence that is blind to my eyes
For I have failed tries after tries
They say true failure is only in no longer trying
But sometimes I cant help but wonder what would happen I were to start dying
This here is the flow of confusions tears
Of pain and anger built up in a single heart over these hard years