its ok baby,,,,,,,,i could control how much i remebered just like that i could literally block out the beatings.....the mental stuff is what made me crack but only so far...when i realised i was smarter than them my mind begain to change and so did my actions even now i catch my parents lookin at me from the corners of their eyes probably thinkin 'what have we done, hes barely real' lol my dad use 2 call me the alien child cus i use 2 b all emotionless