Yeah im through being cool so used to being confused n fooled
My circuitry is hurting me need to be refused n retooled
And choose a renewal …. cause this aint workin and
im outta school gotta find a purpose that’s deserving
gotta step up my game cant let pride get in the way
Get away from the lies n surprise with truth I convey
Whose to say that things cant change tomorrow
Get outta my rut intertwined with pain and sorrow
A name is borrowed, its only on the exterior
Cause i felt it was more then sex and a beer with her
Not a direct tearjerker too complex to fear for sure
As I appeared unhurt… it merely lays dormant
Inside a past that masks the years of torment
But gotta be open…. cant be hesitant forever
But its been presence since I started this endeavor
Will always question my decisions I know whats right
But in an instant my instinct is held back with fright
But let it all go, been through too much bullshit now
Cant take it back so I attack to the fullest, im proud
Bit the bullet and it pulled it back out of the cloud
To magnify an attractive life no doubt in my sound
Just some clarity to narrate me and count this down
Gotta focus I know this is what takes to change
Feel the lies and realize I can break this pain
my eyes open but i feel like dyin instead
today i woke up on the wrong side of the bedddd
sometimes i hate this place for what they did to me..
they're shit to me, turn my life from a straight path..
into a shifty mystery..
i've been called by boricuas outside the apollo
damn snitches and bitches, you bashed my face wit bottles
is this life? damn theres gotta be more..
they say how the **** YOU ACT LIKE THIS YOU NEARLY 24
it kills the mood yo, i try to flip some pills and build a lil studio
my heart is sore and pouring..
yesterday i hop the train
at 4 in the morning hungry
MY CONSCIOUS IS EATING ME..I SAID MY CONSCIOUS IS EATTIG ME!!
HELP ME...
and that's the just the way that it goes....my whole fam tells me over and over...thats just the way it goes....It hurts in here.
My circuitry is hurting me need to be refused n retooled
And choose a renewal …. cause this aint workin and
im outta school gotta find a purpose that’s deserving
gotta step up my game cant let pride get in the way
Get away from the lies n surprise with truth I convey
Whose to say that things cant change tomorrow
Get outta my rut intertwined with pain and sorrow
A name is borrowed, its only on the exterior
Cause i felt it was more then sex and a beer with her
Not a direct tearjerker too complex to fear for sure
As I appeared unhurt… it merely lays dormant
Inside a past that masks the years of torment
But gotta be open…. cant be hesitant forever
But its been presence since I started this endeavor
Will always question my decisions I know whats right
But in an instant my instinct is held back with fright
But let it all go, been through too much bullshit now
Cant take it back so I attack to the fullest, im proud
Bit the bullet and it pulled it back out of the cloud
To magnify an attractive life no doubt in my sound
Just some clarity to narrate me and count this down
Gotta focus I know this is what takes to change
Feel the lies and realize I can break this pain
my eyes open but i feel like dyin instead
today i woke up on the wrong side of the bedddd
sometimes i hate this place for what they did to me..
they're shit to me, turn my life from a straight path..
into a shifty mystery..
i've been called by boricuas outside the apollo
damn snitches and bitches, you bashed my face wit bottles
is this life? damn theres gotta be more..
they say how the **** YOU ACT LIKE THIS YOU NEARLY 24
it kills the mood yo, i try to flip some pills and build a lil studio
my heart is sore and pouring..
yesterday i hop the train
at 4 in the morning hungry
MY CONSCIOUS IS EATING ME..I SAID MY CONSCIOUS IS EATTIG ME!!
HELP ME...
and that's the just the way that it goes....my whole fam tells me over and over...thats just the way it goes....It hurts in here.
