The reflection of the person in the mirror
Leaves a taste in my soul so bitter
I hate the man staring back
Almost as much as I hate the evil that sets me off track
I can?t stand him, I now understand why so many wanna make my skull crack
There?s a feel of death in my fingers
Strangle myself is what the voices say, the darkness shifts lower and just lingers
But there?s one reason I keep on breathing, why I still live
Why I haven?t hollowed a bullet into my head or jumped off a rocky cliff
Put an end to my dome
And left my soul to forever walk alone
With no course, stuck between heaven and hell
Though there?s a motivation which keeps me going
Keeps the blood in my veins flowing
And slowly the shattered bits to my heart she?s sowing
So may broken pieces
I never thought my hate for the race of women would inch towards decreasing
But now it?s all gone
So our bond
Stronger than Tom Hagen and the Don
Deep relationship like a Muslim and the Koran
But it hurts severely like sinking wounds in alcohol, when I?m the one making her go the cold way
It disfigures my self esteem like Joseph in Genesis being sold away
It kills me silently like a noiseless menacing disease
It murders my soul with no fucking cease
Like the devil onto the weak
I need her strength
So my back won?t bend
I need my best friend
Or else my emotions will take longer to mend??
